My Journey of Happy-Ness/ Day 18

Connection & Celebration♡ for all that has been lived and learned. for that that is to be lived and learned in the future... but for today. Just Be. 

Today's lesson♡ that the celebration need not depend on outside circumstances. To truly understand that a true celebration arise from a deepness & joyfulness within. It spills an overflow of song, and dance, laughter, gratitude, and even tears of joy. This for me has been a huge lesson. It was the way that I was, that I used to be. And then it all changed. I began to allow outside influences affect my inner place. That place is sacred. 

I understand this now. I can feel it. We don't have to be a certain way unless it is actually honest & true to our self, just because someone wants us to, or thinks that's the way we should be or feel, or because that's the way they feel. We don't. Ever♡

I can allow the acceptance of this & feel then the movement of the moment.  I can actually feel a 'becoming;' becoming more and more available to the joys and opportunities that are here, and with my heart opened wide; to celebrate life♡ This is a joyfulness of the heart; within the heart, that touches the hearts of others, and if it doesn't, or can't, then that's okay. One day, they too, will be open to share in the celebration.. of Life. 

The true party is in your Heart. In my Heart♡ 

I have learned so very much today,  I have been open to the lessons, I have been open to the learning. The forever student. Last night I had the craziest of dreams! Not that they made any sense, but they sure were fun! In the end, I was invited to a 'Kardashian' wedding. I tried to describe it to my husband and it didn't work out so well. Funny how our dreams make sense while we are in them. There was so  much going on with this one! crazy and exciting! Perhaps that's why I woke up in a Celebratory mood! Ha! 

Back to the lessons... being open to them, often brings them back to the current, often discovering how one area in my life can be reflective and perhaps solve another area in my life. Same lesson; different circumstance.  That's how today was. I am having some difficulties with my worker, really struggling with the next steps forward. I do know what the main issues are, but even knowing these doesn't always move us forward.  Time to allow for life to present a solution. No need to yell or squander, push or pull. Merely ask and allow. In the meantime, celebrate! haha!

After work, I took my dog for a run. As soon as he received permission to go off and explore... he did exactly that... and then wouldn't come back. Each time he got close to me, I'd call him or entice him over, and off he'd go again. Then it hit me... it wasn't the game to him... what I had to learn was that he would come when he was ready to come. In the meantime, he wanted to make certain that I was still within ear or eyeshot. So I let him be and it wasn't long before he was back in the house. 

Trust♡ is the word. Yet another overflowing message. With pure trust. 'It becomes full of God, overflowing. When the heart is innocent and the walls have disappeared, you are bridged with infinity.' OSHO

The lesson and love, the Happiness and joy in this message? Nothing. there is nothing that can be taken away from you. That which can be taken away, is not worth keeping. It becomes a barter, an object that can be pitted or played. 

The gift and the Happiness? To know that I can never lose my true treasures; what is in my heart, what is in my soul. They will always will they be there and I am on my way to finding its fullness. Of Joy and Happiness♡

My Journey of Happy-Ness/ Day 17

Ahhhhh♡ today is one of my favorite numbers, Seventeen♡ Something very weird (and fun!) about me is that I do not like even numbers, never have, and I always find a way to make a count come out uneven. And so here I am at Day 17 along my journey of Happiness♡ And I changed yet another word in my title, from 'to', to 'of.'

To implies that I have yet to experience the Happiness, while, in fact, I have; for I have not taken this journey lightly. I practice at a conscious level all that makes me happy, experiencing ALL that needs to be experienced. Without experiencing the journey, it's all merely words.

Experiencing♡

All of our experiences can be filed away in a journey or notebook, some captured in photographs and videos; but more importantly for me, today, to take a look at & understand that along my pursuit of happiness, is to unlock the doors that I thought were closed, so that I may heal, and emerge to be all that I am meant to be.

I search to accept that these experiences that are filed & locked away, ever so secretly like silent whispers in the night; but these experiences never truly stay silent, they truly are the thieves that rob us of our hopes and dreams of tomorrow. These buried thoughts wiggle their way into every aspect of our lives, shadowing and influencing our very personality; our choices, and our relationships. Unknowingly each thought, with each  distorted truth, creates a wave that has and continues to ripple outward, effecting every aspect of our life. 

So today brings with it an amazing, real and rare opportunity to look at what is locked away; to seek what has been buried deep down within my own self; to call it out from the shadows, to acknowledge it, learn what is necessary.  Not to shame, embarrass or threaten, but rather to heal and release, with a blessing and a prayer; to release back into the Universe, to be healed. Energy never dies, but it can change.  

Courageously, I look toward a renewed opportunity to understand and see how I have pushed these experiences down & away, trying to ignore them, thinking that they were gone. I now hold a constant, experiencing, knowing, that they ever don't go away; that they have remained within me, always in the back of my thought, my mind, awaiting to sabotage the purity & radiance of inner light & brilliance. Time to change the energy pattern. Time to Experience my Light, fully; to bask with the full vibration of who I truly am. 

The Love & Light of the God-Energy Within♡

So I ask myself, what are the experiences that I have locked, deep down?  I ask myself to see these experiences differently; to finally see the untruths. To accept the burden that I, myself, have allowed them to be all of my life. 

The messages♡ Too Fat. Too Happy. Not Good Enough. Too Good. Different. Pretty. 

To face the messages, each message, one by one. And to then later emerge, committed to aligning with my own inner truth by looking at what has been blocking my own true radiant light. Today, I emerge. Whole & Complete. Experiencing all that is necessary to move me into the full vibration of who I am♡ And I know that when I approach my many experiences, looking towards the root, with an openness, that within me are many more secrets to be held, shared, experienced, and released. 

I am not doing this to open wounds, but rather to understand the untruths and the lasting effect on where I am with the intention of moving forward. To finally acknowledge the messages that I have been telling myself, reaffirming, huh, knowingly, yet unknowingly, and to finally see them bare, raw, naked, and untrue.

Wish me. I wish me the most beautiful of experiences today♡

My Journey to Happy-Ness~ Day 16!

Playday♡ 'If I had a Million Dollars!' what would I... what could I, do, and who would I BE! Well, I can certainly imagine! Imagining a world which only seems possible within the confines of my thoughts, hopes, and dreams.  A place that only exists within imagination, but yet to be brought to life by the will of my Higher Self, connected to the love of God.

Last evening, I asked my husband about his hopes and dreams when he was a child. We talked about all the wonderful and silly and creative thoughts and ideas that he had... about what inspired him as a child. It began a fun conversation about our hopes and dreams that we seemed to have left behind. Or given up with the events of the last several years. But... this conversation inspired me to give all of this at least one more thought.

What gets in the way of our dreams? Maturity? Seriousness? Self-doubt? Perhaps some of all. The truth is that life is rarely as serious as we believe it to be, but so often we are told to 'grow up!' or 'act a certain way' or 'quite being so silly!' as an adult. Why?  

Matters not, it's time to change this way on thinking within my own Being. Time to celebrate the joy of being ALIVE♡ and today as I do so, I commit to not only witnessing, but experiencing, the light from within me being released; with the promise and hope of a young girl.

Sure, there are times that being serious is appropriate, but for today, for me to allow each moment to wash into another with no sense of pretense or embarrassment; but merely for being excited, happy, and alive with intention! Today, to awaken refreshed and anew! Knowing, but not expecting, that something truly wonderful is on the horizon! To give my thoughts, hopes, and dreams wings and clarity, and to open my arms joyously & wide to accept what it is that God wants of me to accept and experience.

'The moment that you begin seeing life as a non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on your heart disappears. All the fears escapes, and you emerge as a very light weight, or no weight at all; so weightless, in fact, that you can fly into the open sky!'

The serious man, it seems, has created the box for us, the box in which it seems so very difficult to dismantle. But it is time! Today is the day to break down that box and to live as if I have EVERYTHING! and whatever I don't have, to find these 'things' within my very own imagination... and to always want more!... and to create! And, more so, to KNOW that the Universe will provide all that is necessary, for ME, along my journey to happiness.

Today, I choose a world in which is very playful, filled with smiles and laughter. A laughter & happiness that the soul knows exists within the heart and a world where even great masters behave with the innocent heart of a child.

“Life is worth living as long as there's a laugh in it.” ― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

My Journey to Happy~Ness/Day 15

I changed the title from Road to Journey... albeit they mean the same thing; I just like the word 'Journey' more. 

Day 2 of the extreme weather conditions; today bringing with it -40 temps with a windchill of about -50. Who even knows what that means?  What's interesting is that after the first day, we move on, it becomes a part of our day and everything is as normal. So we hunker down as we move into the weekend. 

I slept well last night, only awaking a couple of times. When I awaken after a good nights sleep, I can clearly see that sleep deprivation is challenging. But there is no sense in going backwards, only today. Upon rising m thoughts took me to the current Presidential Administration and an awareness that caused me to understand the 'Ordinariness' of life and of each of us. There is no better, no worse, only what is. There is so much beauty that can be found in the simple experiences & things, we just have to remind ourselves to stop and look around; to see♡ love Is And I AM

I have learned over these past couple of weeks that happiness is not found in our past, where we thought or wanted to be, nor our future, where we place our hopes on going, but rather in this moment in time; to appreciate, celebrate; to see the beauty that exists right before our very eyes. My eyes. 

My opportunity today is to see the sacred quality in the mundane; doing all tasks with total involvement, to experience, each experience, with love, for its own sake. As I enter into today, I will look through different eyes, one in which I merely experience rather than try or need to be brilliant, clever, dazzling, perfect, or extraordinary. 

My gift that I offer myself is to be PRESENT, taking each step, one at a time, simply and at ease. Sometimes, it happens that you become one, in some rare moment. This, is this moment; seeing all of life's offerings as new; as they truly are. The Blessing: To experience the extraordinary in the ordinary. 

Oneness with the Presence. Oneness with the Moment. Oneness aligned with God; listening, hearing, discovering. Sweet music, delightful essences, exotic colours, shapes, new sounds to touch my ears; at peace, still in the silent Happiness within, as it touches and shapes this experience, as it surrounds me and arises within me; fulfilled. It is these moments that become the ordinary. Today, enjoying in, delighting in♡ life♡  

My Road to Happiness/Day 14

Today is a snow day for me. For those who don't know, we up here in the cold white north do not take snow days lightly, they are very serious, with a a very specific formulation. Today the temperature is about -20, which under normal circumstances can mean a whole lotta fun, but with wind gusts of about 75 kilometers an hour, it can get pretty nasty out there on the highway.  We are a hardy bunch up here, but the weather can change in an instant. And so it did on this day.

Nasty. Yes. But the calm before the storm, brought a Sundog... and it was beautiful with the sun shining so brightly coming up into the sky! 

I did begin my day by heading in to work, as it really didn't seem all that bad. With the impending conditions, my husband said that he would drive me, so I was all set to go. As we started to make our way in to town, I went onto my social media just to check it out and sure enough, my little town was in a hunkered~down snow mode day. So with this, we quickly picked up some groceries and headed back home on the tailspin of an impending whiteout which was now upon us.  

Snug as a bug, we are home now, the woodstove is cleaned out (and a rocking some good heat I might add), lunch is made and eaten, water pots all filled up to the brims, and we are ready for you, Mr. Winter, come and get us!  I decided to take a moment to check my social media what's up & what's new on Netflix and upon checking our Facebook Highway Network Page, I saw that there is a 65 year old man who left for work 6 hours ago that has not shown up yet, no cell phone, no sightings, no word.  There are so many delays on days such as this and so  many worried people. So as I begin my climb to happiness today, I offer a prayer♡ to the many families that are awaiting the safe arrival of their loved ones home from their destinations.

With this in my thoughts & prayers, I continue on my quest for today of Happiness. And my of the day is PARTICIPACtion♡  I take my hands... and hold them both up, and I visualize... they are connected to the hands of another, which are connected to the hands of one more, and then yet another; and now the circle is complete... And each right hand is to receive, and each left, with an attitude of giving♡  The whole circle creates a tremendous energy field, where all those committed, create a unified bond and vital whole.  This, this is my message today.  As beautiful as it sounds. All a part of the whole. This goes for each of us and each part of our journey... all necessary, unique, important and bares gifts of the whole♡

'Like a flower, whole wholeness is even more beautiful than the sum of its parts, at the same time enhancing the beauty of each individual petal.' OSHO

It's time. The opportunity is here to participate, and for me to be a part of a whole again, creating something greater than, possibly, and perhaps more beautiful than each of us could manage alone. There. Together as one creates a wave of happiness♡ Each individual role, mine included, will not only nourish myself, but will also contribute to something precious and unique to the whole. This is where the beauty and happiness lay today; in this message & awareness♡

To see that outside of the misery, the mundane, the sadness or suffering, awaits the joy and happiness. Time to step outside of that. That period is done. Time to participate rather than be the spectator, teach rather than learn, and learn rather than teach, all a part of the whole; the vast beauty of the Universe.. no more watching or waiting... but allowing and being♡ 

***the Beauty of the MoonDogs... and yes, Sun 'Dogs' Moon 'Dogs' mean cold...*** all a part of the whole♡♡♡

Days of Happiness~ My Road

It's been a long time since I have posted here... but in the end... I found my way back. The reason being, as in all things, what is meant to be, will be, and I suppose, up to this moment in time, it just wasn't supposed to be.

I somehow managed to lose my domain name. It was rather complex, or so it seemed, and no♡matter how hard I tried, I could not access what or where I needed to be, so, for awhile, I gave up. Today, I found the key.

One of my motto's in life is that if it's meant to be, it will be and even though I was sad, I just allowed it to play itself out. In the meantime, I continued on my path on another site that I had began writing about my journey, 'My Road to Happiness, Let Love Be Your Guide, 'Dear God can you hear me?'

So here I am, back home.... with  my latest writing... which does feel like a success♡here goes...

I am being a little more quiet as I write, as today, I awoke with the onset of a migraine. I am going to fight this thing.. with Happiness♡

Last night as I watched U.S. President Obama deliver his speech to the people of his country, I couldn’t help thinking, ‘Wow! This man has so many incredible and wonderful qualities!’ This is a man whom we can all aspire, or at least take a little bit of him with us wherever we go. And rather than focusing on what was going to come next, to just stay here, in this presence. Is he perfect? Absolutely not.  How do I know this? Well, because nobody is perfect. It does appear that he makes a genuine and conscious effort, each and every day, with each and every thought, word, and deed. I see it in his eyes and hear it on his lips, and in the eyes of his wife and children; this is a man with integrity and values. And THAT, makes me happy. To see the existence of good.

Success♡ that’s my word for today. What means success. It can mean many different ‘things’ to all of us. It is up to each of us to define this. The next word that pops into my head is ‘judgement.’ Makes sense, because we are so quick to judge another by our own values, as I did above with President Obama. The key, however, is not in the comparison, but rather in the enlightenment; to see those qualities in another, to know that it can and does exist, and to strive for, on a conscious level, to hold these values dear to my own essence. To have the willingness to accept my challenges that life has offered (ha! a breath inward and exhale… yes offered and accepted)… allows me to find the gift… and to hence more forward, celebrating the success of my current goal♡ Happy♡ness.

‘To squeeze every drop of juice out of the happiness in which I am currently experiencing, brings forth a future without regrets,’ always in the knowing that the flow is endless, even in periods of drought. To not hold on, too tightly to, or too loosely in my grasp, nor to keep in a box that lasts forever; to hold yet, the greatest wisdom within, ‘whether they be valleys or peaks, is that “this too shall pass.” Celebrate ALL moments, learn from ALL experiences… and keep riding the Tiger… with the courage, strength, & faith… of the Brilliant Light that shines deep within our whisper, deep within each breath♡ connected to the light and essence of God.

Likened to the waves in the ocean; the higher the wave, the deeper the wake that follows. One moment you are on the wave, the next you are following it. Enjoy both♡ for both lead to love and love leads to a deep happiness within.

Which brings me back to my migraine. Then what to do, certainly I am not to enjoy it? Certainly I can find no happiness in it? Perhaps not, but perhaps its to provide me with a moment of rest, an inner reflection or a helping hand from another… all of these gifts.. of love; gifts that I can then ride high above the wave in another moment.

An Awakening... of the Spiritual kind

Today i begin a Journey. A journey within; a much needed adventure, alone & with my mother and niece. It all begins at midnight. I will do my best to dictate, from the heart & soul.

I am both excited and scared; my life has been on such an incredible roller coaster ride for the past year, years really, with many hills to climb, days when I felt as if I were drowning, yet so many accomplishments & days filled with peace & calm.

This, for some reason feels like a new beginning. What will I discover? What will I learn about myself? Who will I meet? How will I connect? How will I express myself? All of this will be answered within the next couple of weeks. This I know, for sure, for God is with me, my guides are with me; with only unconditional love and non-judgement ahead. A raw & real journey. So bare with me, as i search to find the purest love within, as i search to find the ME in I, and also the words to express what is happening, what I am feeling. It will be an incredible adventure of awareness. This I know.

So, for today, sending out much love to all. Let the adventures begin.
Namaste. 

the Butterfly died

Nature, in all of its Beauty, always shares with us her Message♡ the Wisdom of the Butterfly♡ 

You were ALWAYS the Butterfly♡

Yellow, a colour that reminds us to enjoy each and every moment, listening, trusting; Being. To Trust in the Process called Life♡ Embrace the Joy of each moment, not being anywhere but here♡ Live life, true to you, who you are deep within.

This message came as I spotted this gorgeous butterfly flightless along the driveway. I knew that her time was almost over, so I picked her up and placed her on a rock and went out for a walk to contemplate the message that I knew was there. (People regularly inquire about messages of certain happenings. The answer to this question is within; quiet the mind and the message will come). So I do♡

As I continued my walk, a second beautiful yellow Butterfly fluttered by me as she danced among the wildflowers along the road. Her wings carried her joyfully as I heard, 'Spread your wings and fly! You always WERE the Masterpiece; the Butterfly. This is what you were meant to learn, to do, to BE. Embrace life. Love life. I died, not you; I will always be with you in your heart, and you have continued to Live & Love. I am so proud of you♡'

I am truly grateful for messages such as this and today was no exception♡

This messages was even more deeper than what I first thought, as it brought together 3 different events in 3 separate friends lives. All 3 had lost someone very close, who they loved so very much; 3 who were unsure of how they would go on. But they did. 

The first was a long time friend who lost her husband very suddenly, without any warning. When her husband died, I kept hearing, 'You can do it. This is what we had planned. I know that you can and you will do great!' She has truly amazed me at every step of her journey since. She misses him terribly, but  has moved forward with each step, in fact, she has blossomed quite beautifully becoming the Butterfly that he knew she could be. 

The second person was another friend who lost his wife after a short battle with cancer. She is by his side continually, actually really enjoying watching him! He declared a couple of weeks back that he was suffering from a broken heart. This breaks my heart. Well, a couple of weeks later and he is on his way! Joyfully smiling, cheering everyone's day! In a manner of speaking he's a different man! She is so proud of him! 'I knew that you could do it!'

The last person lost his mother awhile back. She was very controlling. Since she has passed, he has gained new wings... renewed strength. He has reclaimed who he was supposed to be.    

This was the magic of the second and third Butterfly's as I walked along! The magic within the message, is that all 3 of these friends have soared higher than they ever thought possible!

There is Magic out there. And in Your Heart♡

Messages from SPirit, with love.

It's been awhile. I have been so very busy and there have been lots of change. Recently the messages have been coming at odd times, so I thought I would share, just in case anyone needs a message, with love, always. 

Dragonfly♡

During our recent meditation, one very special person, Sharon, saw the presence of Archangel Jeremial♡ a powerful presence she said♡

Today, I honor his presence♡ Jeremial; the Angel who 'Presides over True Visions.'

Archangel Jeremial means God's Mercy. There but for the Grace of God Go I. He is the Angel of our Hopes, Vision's & Dreams; communicating our prayers to the Most High & returning to bring back messages from the Divine Source. He communicates his hopeful messages through our visions and in our dreams.

Ask for Archangel Jeremiel's assistance to take a deep & true look within to help you to evaluate your life. A truthful journey to remember what is necessary for your Highest Good to be carried out and what is needed to change, to better fulfill your True Purpose, aligned with the Divine Will, using all of your Gifts & Abilities.

Listen to learn from your past experience & memories, which serve as lessons, bringing insight; seeking new direction; pursuing a life~changing healing♡ discovering extraordinary encouragement with each step forward♡

Pretty happy that the Robin is a bobbin and a singin his song whilst nesting outside my window, always to bring a message. Robin's Wisdom includes an understanding of the power of song & happiness. He represents your Guide in the Wisdom of Change, Growth and Renewal, letting us know that our Guide is indeed near... And sings his songs of Praise for our growth. It's not surprising that Robin's eggs are blue💦 Blue is the colour of the throat chakra; our voice; and the first centre of Spiritual Growth. Robin symbolizes the Divine Sacrifice to the Rebirth of Spirit.

'You are on the brink of everything falling into place for you brilliantly. Its like the eve of growth and renewal in you, of branching out with a new face and the power to take yourself far and high, to truly accomplish. Its the eve before very special times coming imminently where joy, clarity and fresh green shoots of new life in you come forth to expose your light in all aspects of your world. Welcome these new beginnings with open arms, they are what you have been asking for and you really have been heard. Robin is indeed a good omen.'

Gratitude is our message from Spirit today♡ 'I always trust in Spirit, my Higher Self, my Guides.' And so with this, I read the message for today and I smile♡ I close my eyes♡and I read the message in my mind once again♡ and I smile again♡ trusting that Spirit knows and will show the way.....

One of the strongest prayers that we should be doing daily, is one of Gratitude. What are you truly Grateful for? Sit quietly for five minutes and remind yourself of all that brings you joy & happiness. Then remember all that has brought you to this place; where you came from and how much you have learned & grown! See that you have never been alone; only perhaps respectfully allowed to your own decisions & choices.

To then ask for the strength and the courage to rediscover and remember who we are, at your core; a Child of the Universe; a Soul with a Purpose and then Allow. Allow your light to shine brightly, connected to All♡ Shining ever so brightly within & around♡

Something new & spectacular is about to happen♡ Be prepared to be amazed! Spirit Wisdom of the White Goose♡  Today we are being reminded that we take on the quests of our friends, peers, or family♡ we sometimes forget to step back and discern whether or not this is something that we ourselves wish to pursue. Align with who YOU are and what your own heart knows it wants♡

Make sure that the path you are currently following is your own. Take a moment to look deep within your heart♡ the true heart always knows what it wants♡ Be certain that the choice is yours and not what someone else has wished upon you.  Geese are loyal, which is an amazing quality. But loyalty with honesty defines the best in a relationship♡

Because... the White Goose has come a calling... beauty, purity, new awareness, clarity♡

Have a beautiful day <3 with love and light, Lori-Lynn

What if... and Karma

What if? .... what if we do have a soul and this soul is linked to a greater vision. What if?... what if this our body is, well, just a body... that we chose to enter. What if?... what if we chose to be a part of this body's experiences to learn our greatest lesson yet? What if?... what if this included a contract with those that surround us. A very intimate contract. What if? What if... this was our Karma.

These 'what if's' are much of what I believe. There is more than just 'this.' 

Our Souls are forever. Our Soul are committed. to Our Forever Journey. to One Another. to the Highest & Greatest Good. to Love.

What if... what if we were able to get a glimpse of what our life was to look like before we ventured into our body? What if... we were able to get a glimpse of several Ego state bodies, of which we are able to choose to enter into one? What if we chose the one that would most align us with our deepest & highest Souls Journey. 

Could we/Would we then perhaps see our Life through different eyes. Could we/Would we see our current circumstances through a different awareness. Could we/would we then be able to see through the illusions. 

What if?... what if we looked into the heart of each person that we came into contact with. What if?"... what if we looked past the visual and know that they too have a souls journey, that they too are committed to? What if?... would we be more willing to reach out and help, rather than push away, down, and condemn. 

Our Bodies come with Ego, not our Souls. A part of this journey is to align the Ego with the Souls Journey. To align the Ego with Love. Perhaps the 'fight' within is about, why did I choose this hell? Why would anybody? Why do good things happen to them? Some even ask, why can I not take away their pain?

The answer is always... Because we each have a Greater Lesson. Perhaps your lesson is so amazing and will take your Soul to a whole knew level of understanding, compassion, perhaps humour & awareness. 

Just for today, close your eyes and stand high up on a mountaintop, Mount Kilimanjaro perhaps. Look out into the vastness of the world, the sky; see the trees, perhaps the animals and others that surround you. Then feel the energy within you. Then feel your energy as it surrounds outward. Expand this energy outward as far as it can go, to the outer reaches of the ends of the earth and to the stars in the sky. Feel the connection of all that your energy touches. Sense the change in energy as it touches different things. How does it feel different? How does it enhance your being? How does your energy effect that which you touch? What do the two energies feel as they connect, as they touch? Can you change this energy? Transform it in any way? What is your reason for transforming it?    

I awoke with so many questions this morning; with a new awareness. With a hope and with a courage. Mostly to stand tall in my beliefs, my values, as my journey, is exactly that, my journey. One that is connected to the people that I chose and agreed to share this time on earth, in this body, with this ego mind, with love.