Friends? and Ego

Along my spiritual journey there are 2 main issues that are weighing me down today. The 2nd one is Friendship. I had a situation come up over the past weekend that I am rather sad about.

There was a party. One that I had originally been invited to, and then my perception changed that perhaps I was not. In my course, I am guided to ask, "Where Am I?" Through this challenge, I understand better. It matters not whether or not it was "nice" or not. What matters is how the situation made me feel and move forward through it. And with this, I consulted with my Cards for Direction.

Where Am I Now... One-Ring Circus, You are Capable and Competent.

The Challenge.... The River Queen, Letting Go

The Lesson, Moving Forward... Moonlight, Your Intuition Allows You to See Beyond the Mundane and Logical, Follow It.

Upon pondering the situation, it takes me back to my childhood and I do have a better understanding. But I also know that there is no Credence in the past, as we have no control over it anymore. We can only make choices in the Now, in the Moment.

SO, with this, the first Card, The One-Ring Circus seems fitting. More importantly, what is happening in my life is an Independence. Independence is Key for me in my journey at this time. Others may not have the vision or resources that I need. I must recognize that the wisdom that I have acquired along the way has served my journey. It is important to see that I am competent and that self-reliance is important. I am capable of moving forward with assurance. When you know WHO you are, you are able to enter into the best kind of relationships and partnerships and attract people who mirror back your wholeness. Inter-dependent relationships are always mutually supportive, stimulating and trans-formative. What most comes to mind is "You are the Ring Master in Your Own Destiny."

The Challenge, so fitting at this time and I have a complete awareness of this, is the River Queen, Flow, Letting Go, Natural Movement.  The very first thing that jumps out at me is to not force anything, there is a flow, allow it to just be. That's pretty tough when we have learned through fear to chase what we cannot grab hold of, EVEN if it is not something that we want! The River Queen flows as an Ally to remind you about the concept of allowing and the Law of Non-attachment, there truly is a natural continuous and endless cycle of fluidity. Let Go of rigidity, boundaries and perfectionism and you will travel far. As long as you let go and let flow, even maneuvering around the greatest blockages, such as water around big boulders. No obstacle can hold you back if you are willing to surrender the the natural flow of events. Be easy on yourself and on others. Watch how smoothly you move forward, you  may be surprised where the river takes you!

Flow Forward... MoonLight. Peace will Be found within. Your Intuition allows you to see beyond the mundane, logical and analytical. Follow it. Moonlight Beckons. Come, Trust your intuition and it will lead you into places that may not seem logical. Your hunches will be right on target. You alternative perception is especially sharp. You can see beyond the surface of things and have the ability to truly read between the lines. This is a gift. You will learn to trust this rather than fear it. Spirit is sending you messages. Success is yours if you follow the signs.

You are meant to be alone right now as you have lessons to learn. Those that you need to be with, will be presented and relationships will blossom. Good, true, honest relationships. Trust.

Now Breathe and Go Have Fun! Blessings, Love and Light!