Time to Release and Allow for Divine Wisdom to Draw itself out and Be Nurtured

I have had much on my mind these past couple of days. Few people know how ill I had been, which makes sense, because nor did I. Struggles and challenges have afforded me an opportunity to BE once again. I missed me, who I was. 

Who I am becoming once again... but better, stronger, definitely wiser and more aware. Having said that, the journey to here was, perhaps, has been one of the most difficult challenges of my life. Thank you Spirit, The Divine Highest Being from which we are all connected with. I am that I am. Aligned with God. 

I used to be afraid to use the word 'God,' as my experience with it often made people uncomfortable. Yet, when I look around and see the many places of worship, it perplexes me. I then acknowledge that THAT is their journey. I am on a pathway all my own. 

That is not to say that I am not a catalyst, but rather a remembrance that we are all uniquely connected, intertwined in our own personal missions; the Journey of the Soul. 

And with that, I step back and take a brief glance in the rear view mirror. What or where is the
opportunity? Simply put, to Be the best version of myself, releasing the mirage of time, asking, and allowing Spirit and the Universe to show me my next steps forward. It is time to reverse my way of thinking; to untangle the knot that often sits in my Solar Plexus.  Cleanse. Clear. Envision. & Trust. 

You see... in order to have want I truly want, I must be my Authentic Self; I must first be who I truly am within. Then. Then I must take the necessary steps, as guided to do. A new way of thinking? Not really; a refresher course would create the space that was necessary for my souls growth.  I'd say in this moment that my nighttime meditation regime seems to have had an affect on my current reality. I know what I want and I am headed in that direction. The message is to allow; stop pushing, pulling, fighting and being drawn into drama, which only takes away from, rather than adding to. 

Not my circus. 

Perhaps, and I do know deeply within, that this is the breakthrough that I have longed for. To remember and acknowledge. This awareness leads me back to releasing the confines of what we call 'time,' that limits our journey, so often weighing us down even further. 

I have learned that holding on to the madness, the chaos, and the 'ill' messages towards not only myself, but others too, can drive one into a deep state of depression, anxiety, which most often presents itself as a physical illness. 

Surrender to the experience. Surrender to the lesson. Surrender to the will of God, ALIGNED with the will of Lori-Lynn. The opportunities that had been placed before me were to show, push, and nurture my being into, well, BEING. Authentically me. I was being nudged to work through the anger, the tears, the loneliness, the madness, to take me back to a clear, connected place of the love within. Forgiveness. Time to forgive. It is time. Time to allow. 

And so I draw a card and the message reads, "My ability to receive is measured by how much I practice Good Feeling Thoughts." This is my affirmation that I will carry within my heart today. Gratitude and Good, Good, Good Vibrations. 

Have an amazing day. Love who you are. Nurture your gifts, talents, insight, love of self, and your connection to Spirit. Much love and Blessings.

Always Something to Discover About Yourself. & Learn

As far as sleep goes, mine was continually disrupted with thoughts of not really knowing what to do I do know, is that during times of intimate contemplation, I turn to my intuition and love for the Divine, always knowing, but yet needing a reminder, that when there is a dispute, the first place to look is in the mirror. 

Self Reflection. It's not about Blame, Shame, nor Guilt. It is about the messages that I allow to back me into a corner believing that there is no way out or around the circumstances or experience.  Know this. There is. 

I awoke in the middle of the night and reread my previous messages, which brought forth a new understanding. IS this about me? and if so, how and why?  Truth be told, the message is not that I am doing something wrong, with the exception being that I am allowing another's choice of behavior to invade my space, directly impacting my sense of who I truly am. 

With that, I go inward; deeply within to where the conflict sits. Absolutely, bang on, in my Solar Plexus; that being my intuitive 'feeling-ness.'  I know that I am better than that. I also know that there is a reason for coming face to face and head on with another that displays narcissistic qualities.  

Control.    

We can only change our awareness. With that, Spirit reminds me to find the Balance that is necessary to Release the Stress that the current situation is being allowed to control rather than motivate. To understand the blockage that I have created within my own being. Truth be told, again, that it is my own sense of self, my own very precious energy is being wasted, worrying. Worrying about what had transpired in my past circumstances. And yet, I teach about letting go, releasing the past. What is done, is done. We can only put our very best foot forward by beginning each and every day anew. 

This does seem as though it is a huge weight that I am carrying around. It is my responsibility to self-reflect and motivate, according to my beliefs and values. Worrying prevents me from fully accepting and believing in me. It stalks me in the night and walks with me throughout the day, when what I should be focused on is what I CAN envision and create with this moment. 

Where from here?  Always something to discover about my own inner strength, courage, and values. Perhaps this has shed light upon how much I am, at this time, valuing myself.  What are the necessary steps. Discipline. And with that I take a few relaxing, deep breaths and remind myself of that commitment that I made so long ago. Time to focus on my set intentions, my life goals and to stick with my personal, sanctity within.  

Short and Sweet with one final message to carry with my throughout my day. "Celebrate my life! No matter WHERE it takes me". Allow that amazing energy to permeate my cells, tissues, and fibres; to acknowledge the struggle; to reflect, bless, and heal, to a space where I truly understand that I am in this experience to learn a gift of the highest level. 

EVERYTHING is temporary. Breathe that in again and again, while repeating,

I am sorry.

Please Forgive Me. 

Thank you. 

I love you. 

This completes the mind, body, Divine Spirit, soul connection. I am worthy. I am kindness. I am compassion. I am joy, comfort, and inspiration. AS ME. Not as another wants me to be. 

AS ME. Much love to all. May you celebrate your own accomplishments and blessings. May peace be with you.