I have had much on my mind these past couple of days. Few people know how ill I had been, which makes sense, because nor did I. Struggles and challenges have afforded me an opportunity to BE once again. I missed me, who I was.
Who I am becoming once again... but better, stronger, definitely wiser and more aware. Having said that, the journey to here was, perhaps, has been one of the most difficult challenges of my life. Thank you Spirit, The Divine Highest Being from which we are all connected with. I am that I am. Aligned with God.
I used to be afraid to use the word 'God,' as my experience with it often made people uncomfortable. Yet, when I look around and see the many places of worship, it perplexes me. I then acknowledge that THAT is their journey. I am on a pathway all my own.
That is not to say that I am not a catalyst, but rather a remembrance that we are all uniquely connected, intertwined in our own personal missions; the Journey of the Soul.
And with that, I step back and take a brief glance in the rear view mirror. What or where is the
opportunity? Simply put, to Be the best version of myself, releasing the mirage of time, asking, and allowing Spirit and the Universe to show me my next steps forward. It is time to reverse my way of thinking; to untangle the knot that often sits in my Solar Plexus. Cleanse. Clear. Envision. & Trust.
You see... in order to have want I truly want, I must be my Authentic Self; I must first be who I truly am within. Then. Then I must take the necessary steps, as guided to do. A new way of thinking? Not really; a refresher course would create the space that was necessary for my souls growth. I'd say in this moment that my nighttime meditation regime seems to have had an affect on my current reality. I know what I want and I am headed in that direction. The message is to allow; stop pushing, pulling, fighting and being drawn into drama, which only takes away from, rather than adding to.
Not my circus.
Perhaps, and I do know deeply within, that this is the breakthrough that I have longed for. To remember and acknowledge. This awareness leads me back to releasing the confines of what we call 'time,' that limits our journey, so often weighing us down even further.
I have learned that holding on to the madness, the chaos, and the 'ill' messages towards not only myself, but others too, can drive one into a deep state of depression, anxiety, which most often presents itself as a physical illness.
Surrender to the experience. Surrender to the lesson. Surrender to the will of God, ALIGNED with the will of Lori-Lynn. The opportunities that had been placed before me were to show, push, and nurture my being into, well, BEING. Authentically me. I was being nudged to work through the anger, the tears, the loneliness, the madness, to take me back to a clear, connected place of the love within. Forgiveness. Time to forgive. It is time. Time to allow.
And so I draw a card and the message reads, "My ability to receive is measured by how much I practice Good Feeling Thoughts." This is my affirmation that I will carry within my heart today. Gratitude and Good, Good, Good Vibrations.
Have an amazing day. Love who you are. Nurture your gifts, talents, insight, love of self, and your connection to Spirit. Much love and Blessings.
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