Elizabeth

 While I was going through my physical illness, I had many 'downloads' that I both wrote out, but more so, I put onto my voice recorder, which I can no longer find. One day. 

Always believe in the Power of Your Own Strength

In the meantime, here are a few of my notes, to help me to understand myself a little (or a lot) better.

2025 Vision Board

"I do believe that we come with a plan, and perhaps a schedule of events... but really, then why. The answer to that is Free Will. What that means is that out soul know, yet due to events of our childhood, and throughout our life, fear, shame, guilt, etc. may get in the way of accomplishing what we came here to learn. I used to think that if we did not accomplish what we most  needed to learn, we would have to come back and do it all over again. 

The Soul's Journey is more than this simplicity. When we go back into our soul state, we do a review to understand. We can then make a decision, in the next lifetime, or the one after that, etc, we can come back with a similar intention, perhaps more difficult or easier to accomplish. 

And what if we surpass this? Our own expectations of our Journey in this lifetime. Perhaps, then, this is another challenge... to surpass; to bring awareness to this opportunity. 

Which brings me to 'child  prodigy's'  I fully believe that they have mastered in another lifetime so to continue along that same journey with different awarenesses and lessons. 

The COVID outbreak, at my work, of which I was not infected, however, we continually had to re-adjust between working at home, on the streets, or at the office. AND my laptop was in the process of dying a very slow death. I was able to pick up a new one, and alas, I am back to stability! 

This year was a total year on physical healing for me. Saying that, the physical was due to a collage of emotional and mental challenges. So with that, I was healing Mentally, Physically, Emotionally, and SPiritually.

How's that for the beginning of a journey, not so long ago. I suppose,  now, I am writing this all to see how far I have traveled and how much I have learned. 

What I want most, is to get back in the saddle and reposition myself as a front runner in what I am most passionate about. Something is letting me know that I am not quite ready. Gratefully and Graciously, I am here. 

Power only comes from Within...
Connected to that of All that is. 
Our Core. 

I almost died. A couple of times. and not at all on purpose. I was sick physically and it was COVID, so life was different for many, or  most, at this time. Doctor visits were over the phone. Very few saw how tiny had become. Alas, though, God would not allow me to die. I distinctly remember, while in this state, Gods hand reaching for me, picking me up and throwing me back... with the words, "You have not yet completed your agenda, the reasons that you came back to the place you call school. Ha! in real school, I didn't always do so well either! (that's a poke at myself!) What I discovered is that I was on the precipice of a HUGE Spiritual Awakening, I suppose one would call it. 

Base truth. I have struggle for so long believing that I was not worthly of, or derserving of, well, in the the end. LoVe. Afterall, there is only love. I am. 

For today... this is my peace. My space of peace I suppose. 

in LoVe and in LiGht, Lori-Lynn