I AM

Good Morning... A happy and healthy day to all today. Here I am. The Block seems to be lifting. Every time I think about a person, any person, all that I am able to see is the role that each and every one, in my life has brought me, to this space, has served to bring me clarity. I honestly believe that I can see how this does serve me. an AWARENESS. I am WORTHY OF and DESERVING. Holy Mary Magdeline.

We are each brought in to one anothers community, life, family, to teach or to learn lessons. Yes we know that. Yes, I know this. What I am not certain that I totally understand, is that often some people merely come into our lives to reach us or us them and then they are on their way... forward with the hope that they are a better person for the interaction. I believe that this might be were I go off. I tend to get comfortable really quickly, and with that, you are a friend for life. This is not what its always like or about. Just the lesson at hand. I recall that when I first moved out on my own, I met a gentleman/handiman. He was so amazing at helping me fix a few issues and we became friends. Just friends, no benefits; we learned to talk to one another and I learned 2 things. One... that men can be 'nice' and generous, and that we could be friends and let go when necessary. I am finding that this conversation is a bit off-setting and I am not sure why. I will choose a few defining cards to see if I can make heads or tails of it. Well, this was interesting. In a general context, the Seven of Pentacles indicates that you have been working very hard and it will soon start to pay off. Okay, so they are still in my life to teach me something. Perhaps when we first met, life was progressing in a manner in which I was unaware. I was to work diligently through my healing and I feel that he was to teach me how to be content, in those moments. To learn and grow, to see that everything is coming to fruition; that my hard work would soon be paying off; the manifestation of ideas or goals, I would say especially. And like the true Scorp I am, the questions and dedication was there to pay off.

Now, it seems as though there is trouble in the mix. Or perhaps this is the middle, as it is the way in which the relationship developed. Challenges. The Seven of Wands tells me that there have been many challenges and more to come. The choice, then, is mind, to make my mind up if I choose to want the relationship to go the distance in which it is going, and if so, I may have to fight for the friendship. This challenge may come from inside the relationship in the form of you or your partner trying to blame each other for issues. This Minor Arcana card can also indicate that the relationship is under attack from third parties and that I may need to protect and defend it; by maintaining control, holding my own and determation. It's up to me to define; not others. The final card is the 2 of wands... by far one of my most favourite cards almost as much as the three of wands. The wands to often remind me to stay calm, collect, and mindful... with eyes out to the world. The early wands of contemplation, with the higher wands, the actions. What is out there? How much more is there to see. This is a reminder of my own hopes, dreams, anad adventures. The Two of Wands symbolizes future planning, progress, decisions, and discovery; it signifies possessing a vision and the ability to foresee future possibilities. So, to speak, I stand at a crossroads, evaluating my long-term plans. The card emphasizes my need to explore and expand; to learn about my own personal power and boldness to put the plan into action. In this moment, I feel good; in my progress. I come to new terms when necessary and try and keep level headed and mindful. In my mind, the ego mind, I listened. I have always believed that I had to choose, when the truth is, that I only have to trust. I had been, up until this moment, in my own way. Who knew? Well, as I would say, "The Big Guns" my Guides and God, the Divine Spirit of all that is in existence and brought into existence. I have now chosen to allow my grip to loosen on the the reigns and I trust; my faith has been restored and my place on this stage of my own life, is up front and centre. I am beautiful. In my own way. The beauty that comes from within. I have released all of the past trauma, guilt, shame, blame, etc. I am wiser for this. Wise, beyond any scope of imagination that I could ever surccum to. Most of all, what I know, is that most of all, I am LoVed. I am love. As are WE ALL. The whole huge world is a stafe and I needed this journey, as a sould level, to finally get it. To fully understand my own journey of awakening.

I will leave this to here and see what today takes me. Love and Blessings to all along your journey. Love and Light #LovingYourBestLife. Lori-Lynn