I Accept

 I Accept...

"That Good Things Come Easily. I am a Super Attractor and Ultimate Manifestor💖"  ha! how that is positivity for all!  and this is where it began. 

As I was making my smoothie this morning so many thoughts of the future seemed to consume my mind. Decisions. Right? or Left? Good? or Not so Great? Outright horrible? Chaotic? Heart- warming? Bad? truth is... we rarely know. truth is... life can change unexpectedly on a dime. and it did. and I also believe that this is the experience of many. Plan. don't Plan. Set YOUr Intention. That, continues to be MY plan. all with faith, hope, & love. then there is Illusion. & Perspective.

One of the messages that roamed around in my consciousness was a mere wondering; there are paradigms that I sway back and forth from; but as I lay awareness on them, I see that many are contradictory. A bit frustrating and challenging to discover the answers or to find the balance. So with that, I chose a Spiritual Message Card and, as usual, Spirit never leaves me wondering. That was the exact message. 

Do Mental Push-Ups. Listen Fully to Understand. Remember, to forget.... the first Triangle of Awareness. 

These messages took me on a road back to the paradigms; a typical example or pattern of something; anything; a model, a mentor.  I admit that it seems to fit in quite provocatively; albeit stirring up a strong emotional reaction, awaiting a response... a possible lead to my anxiety. I have said that anxiety, stress even, panic, depression; mental health, in general, is not general and looks different on each persons experiences. 

Today, it rather brought on a collective, decisive, intuitive, and analytic thought process. Now there is a combo! Holy Hannah!  There are so many different teachings that I can relate this to, "If you work hard... you will achieve your goals!" "If you just do that, all will come to you, but you have to work for it!" "The harder the climb the more rewarding the destination." "Everyone goes through this." "Stop being so rational!" "Step outside the box!" 

"If it's meant to be, set an intention and the Universe will serve it up to you on a platter." Waiting. 

Which then brings me to the talk of free-will, and of course, destiny. How do we ever cope with all of
this? No wonder some days it's difficult to jump out of bed; sometimes the messages are so mixed up. I am a bit perplexed at how our 'highly intelligent' society ended up where we are. 

Well. sort of. I have been writing here for many years and if I am being completely honest, the Trump Presidential Legacy did more harm than we could ever have imagined. To be completely honest again, for me, it had nothing to do with his presidency; I disliked the man from long back. I have issues with men who objectify women. It is pretty much that simple... and complex. That is all I will say, because, for me, this is where it starts and ends. I have come clean on many occasion stating that as long a person works towards change, I can forgive. This is not the case here, so for me, I prefer to steer clear. It's not a judgement, rather a fear...  although you may perceive it to be what you want it to be... but for me, this is my compromise in this regard, creating for me, my balance. 

I believe that I did gain some clarity throughout the day. All of that which I have addressed above can be true. Simultaneously? Probably not. But it is all of these messages that cause such fear in so many. I do feel that this is due to confusion.  And with that, there are just so many who choose not to believe. What bothers me most about this, is blind perspective; those who will not even seek out the truth. And so be it if I am incorrect. That is okay. Do the research on your own. Listen to your heart, your soul... it does speak... I promise you this. We so often feel bound to a decision. It is true that we must be accountable, but not always bound. Allow others the process to learn. That seems to be a lost act. 

The second message that I received is, "You are a piece of the change of light that is the Universe itself... therefore you are indeed a part of God." Seriously. To completely understand and to then absorb that in my whole being will be a challenge AND a set intention. For me, at this moment, this appears to be pure craziness. To reach this intention and promote inner peace, each night before bed, I find my peacefulness by listening to 3 meditations. My first meditation... well... my intention set is pretty clear and defined in this Mediation by Wayne Dyer;. It is a balance and a inspiration.   

The second part of my before bed ritual, are to remind myself of these words, 

"May I be Safe."

"May I be Peaceful."
"May I be Kind, to myself."
'May I show Compassion to myself, and others."
"May I be Content."

"May I be Love. May I be Loved in return of my essence"

"Love fully, Live fully. Shine your beautiful light." 

Mental Health, most especially through times such of these, requires us to flex our mental muscles. To seek to relate to our Conscious, Sub-Conscious, and Un-Conscious part of our mind. I believe that they word hand in hand. One carries memories of other life-times and experiences, that are meant to serve our Soul's Journey. This may be referred to as Past-Life Karma... the resolving of, or the gaining of a new perspective through different eyes and situations. Our Sub-Conscious mind contains memories of years gone past... from childhood to this moment. This is where many of our current blockages and fears lay in rest... only to come alive, to act as defender, supporter, or catalyst. Our conscious mind is where our ego sits. 

With that, the message, "We must REMEMBER to forget," appears to challenge me. It should be the natural progression, but it's so often not what we have been taught. The society, at this time, is motivated by chaos and dishonour. Again, just to recognize this can allow us to step back, learn, and then inherit this memory of a great lesson; all to forgive and forget. We all make mistakes, misjudgments, and missed opportunities. 

In order to achieve this, LISTENING, without ego, expectation, exception, or judgment, will help us to understand. When we give to others the respect of our undivided mind and attention, we will not only hear what they are saying, but you will also hear God speaking... through them. A trained mind and ear will hear God speaking through them, to you. 

Stop the process of listening to hear. LISTEN TO BETTER UNDERSTAND the situation. As we learn to do this, we discover that we may have less to stay, and with this has the opportunity for  mental clarity and introspection. Introspection is the examination, or observation of one's own mind; listening to gain new perspective in regards to ones mental and emotional process. A quiet introspection is a gift... one that can be extremely valuable. Beautiful. Love yourself. Always. 

From this space, a breakthrough transpired. My new nighttime process is one that challenges to bring these new understandings. 

Alas., it all does seem that much has been on my mind, in my thoughts, and throughout this crazy awareness brain of mine. To GIVE MYSELF A BREAK. All with the intention of rejuvenating my inner being and bringing it into balance. There are no awards or medals for depriving our being. I truly do have to remind myself to to take time for ME. To remind myself that I, myself am important. 

Strive to achieve your very best. Work hard, as hard work can never be denied. But know that the road does not always have to be a hard as we perceive it to be... when we stop and take a deep breather. For me, it's to go after what I truly want. That is the truth of success. It lay behind the fear. 

Much love, hope, laughter, and relaxation to all. I truly love deeply from within. We are all in this lifetime together <3