Ahhhhh♡ today is one of my favorite numbers, Seventeen♡ Something very weird (and fun!) about me is that I do not like even numbers, never have, and I always find a way to make a count come out uneven. And so here I am at Day 17 along my journey of Happiness♡ And I changed yet another word in my title, from 'to', to 'of.'
To implies that I have yet to experience the Happiness, while, in fact, I have; for I have not taken this journey lightly. I practice at a conscious level all that makes me happy, experiencing ALL that needs to be experienced. Without experiencing the journey, it's all merely words.
Experiencing♡
All of our experiences can be filed away in a journey or notebook, some captured in photographs and videos; but more importantly for me, today, to take a look at & understand that along my pursuit of happiness, is to unlock the doors that I thought were closed, so that I may heal, and emerge to be all that I am meant to be.
I search to accept that these experiences that are filed & locked away, ever so secretly like silent whispers in the night; but these experiences never truly stay silent, they truly are the thieves that rob us of our hopes and dreams of tomorrow. These buried thoughts wiggle their way into every aspect of our lives, shadowing and influencing our very personality; our choices, and our relationships. Unknowingly each thought, with each distorted truth, creates a wave that has and continues to ripple outward, effecting every aspect of our life.
So today brings with it an amazing, real and rare opportunity to look at what is locked away; to seek what has been buried deep down within my own self; to call it out from the shadows, to acknowledge it, learn what is necessary. Not to shame, embarrass or threaten, but rather to heal and release, with a blessing and a prayer; to release back into the Universe, to be healed. Energy never dies, but it can change.
Courageously, I look toward a renewed opportunity to understand and see how I have pushed these experiences down & away, trying to ignore them, thinking that they were gone. I now hold a constant, experiencing, knowing, that they ever don't go away; that they have remained within me, always in the back of my thought, my mind, awaiting to sabotage the purity & radiance of inner light & brilliance. Time to change the energy pattern. Time to Experience my Light, fully; to bask with the full vibration of who I truly am.
The Love & Light of the God-Energy Within♡
So I ask myself, what are the experiences that I have locked, deep down? I ask myself to see these experiences differently; to finally see the untruths. To accept the burden that I, myself, have allowed them to be all of my life.
The messages♡ Too Fat. Too Happy. Not Good Enough. Too Good. Different. Pretty.
To face the messages, each message, one by one. And to then later emerge, committed to aligning with my own inner truth by looking at what has been blocking my own true radiant light. Today, I emerge. Whole & Complete. Experiencing all that is necessary to move me into the full vibration of who I am♡ And I know that when I approach my many experiences, looking towards the root, with an openness, that within me are many more secrets to be held, shared, experienced, and released.
I am not doing this to open wounds, but rather to understand the untruths and the lasting effect on where I am with the intention of moving forward. To finally acknowledge the messages that I have been telling myself, reaffirming, huh, knowingly, yet unknowingly, and to finally see them bare, raw, naked, and untrue.
Wish me. I wish me the most beautiful of experiences today♡
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