Resilience, Passion & Balance

 Discovery. REsilience. 

Wikipedia defines "Psychological resilience as the ability to mentally or emotionally cope with a crisis or to return to pre-crisis status quickly. Resilience exists when the person uses "mental processes and behaviours in promoting personal assets and protecting self from the potential negative effects of stressors."

I have discovered that my word coming into 2021 is Resilience. Just that, in, and of itself, allowed me to take a huge sigh of relief. 2020 ended off with an awareness of Hope; a remembering that Hope always exists us always... even when it seems as though there is some... it's always there. Me too. :D

For me personally, there remained a missing link and I believe that I have discovered it... my ability to rebound and then bounce back again, especially quickly, was no longer within my reach. With that, I pull 2 messages from Spirit, that open my awareness to allow in a floodgate of recognition... and light.

"Each time I choose to tune in to My Spiritual Guidance, my HIGHEST TRUTH  always shows up for me." I have been working on allowing my nighttime meditation to resonate fully, and absorb its essence into every tissue, cell, and fibre of my being. Change is a coming. 

This message was followed up with, "The polarity of your Human body is a 'handshake' to the polarity of the earth. If you are perfectly balanced with the earth, and the polarities are in alignment, you will not allow illness, that being mental, physical, and including spiritual, in." Which truly does align with the solidarity in which I was being made aware of this weekend. Core Balance, the Root Chakra, always grounded into the energy of the earth. Remain. May I be Calm. May I be at Peace. May I be Kind to myself. May I be Accepting of myself. ~ the Good, Bad, and the Ugly... only it's all good. 

Lessons. 

With the many lessons that I have been faced with over the past while, there comes with it an opportunity to look at my boundaries and to see where I may be compromising and then, of course, asking to discover, why? Compromise is good, but it need fit into my personal values, intentions, goals, and dreams. So to set my boundaries... and secure that ones that i most cherish. 

Further than this, though, is where my work begins. At the forefront of my mind, the words, shame, blame, guilt, and responsibility travel slowly from one side to the other like a continuous cycle. STOP. That's my first step, stop and feel. Ask and Allow. the 90 second rule. It takes the body 90 seconds to process any emotion. After that, it becomes a choice and you become accountable to respond, react, or take action. 

The greatest of gift that setting boundaries rewards is that, in turn, it challenges another to take care of themselves, which reflects back on me to take better care of myself, without all of the hoopla, crazy, mad stuff. Then the message, "Define your personal space." Interesting.  

I have a feeling that there is much in store for me today... much within my mind, my senses, my essence. As I do so, I am being drawn to tap into my own inner sanctity and truth... I am not sure why I am being so incredibly challenged with my work. Perhaps because at this time, I feel somewhat like a fish out of water. I do feel, at times, that my strengths and gifts are being silenced; that I am unable to be completely me, who I am at my core. It's as though all of that Passion is locked up and burning within. 

My Passion?  Helping others, Empowering others. I haven't trained to change another, only to incite or invoke that change. This is also a gift of another kind. In serving others, in giving, I truly am able to tap into my own true unlimited prosperity and wealth. 

Transformation. Intuition. Patience. Ahhhhh... can I do this?