Flying ~ Creating Conscious Choices

I have now entered into the 3rd Learning Session with my Coach. What an incredible Journey and I do know that this part of the Journey will be yet another amazing adventure.

This weekend, I participated in my first 'Psychic Fair' event. Although I do not consider myself to be any more psychic than anybody else on this planet, I do know that I am acutely aware of my intuition, which is how I 'read' the cards.

This was 1st of this kind of event for me participating as a reader. The event is focused around a Spirit Seekers Conference and there are, let's say, about 15 various types of readers. There were seminars throughout the day guiding people along their Journey of Spirit.

By the end of the 2nd day, what I most excitedly discovered, was the thirst many people have to pave a path towards spirit, towards a Higher State of Being. A Conscious State of Being. I was a bit (and pleasantly) surprised at how many people felt 'drawn' to my readings! My  readings, I found, in many cases, offered a Validation of Spirit.

I am not a Tarot reader, I will not read how many, or when, where, but I will offer guidance of the HOW, the lessons, what can move us forward to make the best and most conscious choices for US, uniquely and individually. We get to CHOOSE where we are going, sometimes it's the HOW that is the stumbling block. My dream is to help unlock these blocks. Perhaps set the 'Spark' that lights the flame, or that inspires and challenges to live from our Higher Self. This, the Higher Self, is the place that we all truly want to live our lives from.

I met some of the most amazing individuals! One young man sat down, I looked at him and immediately said, "You are a Healer." To which he excitedly replied, "I know!" "I just don't know how to get there. I know that I have a higher calling. He does not come from a family or setting, nor has his career taken him in this direction. But he did know. 'Reading' his cards was such and honor and pleasure for me, helping him to embrace the person that he is meant to be. That, on a personal level, for me, is what it is all about, helping him to unlock that which he already knows.

Life is a Journey, Love is the Destination. Everything comes from a Secure State or Fear State of Love. The focus of my readings is for all to be successful and for that success to lead to one's Heart and Soul's Desire. Abundance is not about money, although one of the energy sources of abundance is money, it's truly about the Love.

Through my Journey this weekend and gaining a new understanding of the hunger to reconnect with the Higher Self Within Us all, I slightly changed the focus of my readings. They truly became focused on the lessons that I have learned in the past year.

The First 3 cards reflect, the Past, the Now, and Where we are Headed. From these cards, we are able to see what has brought us to where we are, perhaps what we have learned, gained or lost. The 2nd card shows us where we are, what lesson that we need to embrace to move us forward. The 3rd card is the challenge/opportunity that is ahead of us, our next step, once we have learned what we most needed to learned at this time.

Something that really became clear to me during these readings and over the 2 days was that we really don't move forward until we learn what we most need to learn at this time. Circumstances MAY change, but the lesson does not, it's just cloaked in a new cloth.

Similarly, but not the same, what Sigmund Freud referred to as the ID, the Ego and the Super Ego, in my interpretation, the next 3 cards represent 'The Goblin' 'The Persona' and 'The Higher Self.' The Higher Self is where we want to live to manifest our own Unique Destiny's. In order to achieve a state of conscious awareness, conscious choice, we need to clearly see the Goblin and Persona with an unconditional love and understanding. Then learn tools to put then to sleep!

The Goblin represents the voices in your head that were set in place, starting when we were children. I have also heard him called 'The Naughty Roommate in Your Head.' He means no harm, his only service is that of a warrior to protect you! He's armed with his backpack of plenty of experiences that he has 'saved you from' and is ready to go at all times! The reality is that many and most often these messages are put in place to protect those who put them there. "Go away, you don't belong here!' "You are too little or too big, too young or too old!" "You are going to hurt yourself if you try that!" "You will never be able to do that, it's too difficult!" These messages become reinforced and rooted within us, until one day, we say, "Hey wait a minute!" So the first card acknowledges the goblin within, which is the first step in conquering its messages.

The Persona represents the Person that you show to the outer world. With this card, you may see a blindspot or a greater awareness of what you may be giving away of yourself or perhaps how people see you that you cannot not.

The 3rd card in this sequence is the Lesson of the Higher Self. At this point of your journey, what will you learn if you acknowledge and make choices to grow.

The final card that I draw is from the Deck of the Archangels. This card offers a guide along your journey, typically with a message of loving allowance.

So, what I have realized with all of this, over the weekend, was a greater need to become better more  conscious individuals.

Now, I have the task ahead of me of mapping this all, of recreating my website and my readings. It's not a daunting task, however, it is indeed an EXCITING one!