Happy New Years Eve Day! My thoughts and awareness as I close out the year. 2020, what a ride. From where I began to where I am now, I would never have believed anyone if they had told me that I would have traveled down and up and around and through, with so many sharp turns and turns that seemed to be leading right off the cliff. Oh my!
But alas, here I am.
What have I learned most? to carry me through into 2021. If 2020 gave us the opportunity to go within and to discover what is most important in our lives... Introspection. 2021 is inviting us to move from focus into action... becoming Masters of our own lives. Master Manifesters, with Golden Bones, dreams and desires. And I smile. Most of all because I have learned to Trust; to have Faith again. To Surrender to the greatest love of all and to know that everything will work in favour of our highest values and intentions set.
I have discovered that as I lost my sense of hope, I lost my sense of faith and trust. This, at its core, is essentially turning my back on God's Love. There it is. The Ho'opanono. "I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you." back to faith and back to love.
There is the part of 'letting go,' completely, of all that does not serve me, allowing the weight to just fall away. When I was living blindly in a state of cognitive dissonance, held back by limiting thoughts and beliefs, there was always worry and stress. Worry and stress that I was not enough, not good enough, that there was something wrong with me, that I was different, or unique, or both... to now knowing that I am okay with that, with me. That I am no longer fearful of others bullying, which as I grew older, it tends to be done so most discreetly. So I recognized what I needed to let go of and allowed the shroud to fall away; to dissipate into the healing vortex of love and compassion, not just for myself, but for all that use judgment, expectation, and conditions, when it comes to life.
As I move forward into 2021, I Step out on the wings of Faith. The shift came for me when I began to truly understand that we all have a story, that we all have had hurdles, and that we can all heal. This begins with forgiveness. Once I truly made up my mind to forgive, the road to forgiveness became crystal clear. So as I begin my journey of 2021, I step out in faith; rather than seeing the past challenges as hits against me, I see them as lessons and opportunities, of growth... always towards the love, with the sincerity and honesty of Faith in God, the Divine, the Creator.
Love Me, first, is to love God, which when we accept this love as full and complete, is when a love that is full and complete steps forward to allow us to surrender. Surrendering to the love within myself motivates me to release all of my insecurities and barriers.
And so I will continue my process of beginning each and every day by reminding myself of something wonderful about ME. That's funny, as so many think that I am confident and self-assured. I wasn't... for a very long time. I would say that the hardest part of that was that I lost hope that 'Everything would work out,' even when so many 'things' did not just work out for me.
I was then able to see where and what my role in this was. And so, I took it on, head on, to Empower my thoughts, awareness, mind, each day, and throughout the day, replacing the limiting 'push me down further' thoughts with positive, affirming, supporting, and healing thoughts. I am committed to taking each opportunity possible to love ME.
What does this mean to me at my core. As I contemplate this, I understand that it goes hand in hand with my gifts and my talents; my extraordinary ability to connect with others and to see beyond the mask. I can just close my eyes and listen once I have detached from the ego. Once I have connected with the Divine, my guides, and the guides of my clients, I allow the messages to flow. This is the area that I have discovered the greatest faith and surrendering was the only way to get here. What I know is that my gifts are not solely mine, for they were gifted to me, at a soul level, to learn and understand a great deal more... which I can open up fully and trust my journey.
I had one final message and it does come prior to Surrendering. I talked about it a bit. Releasing. I teach that when we release, we always do so with kindness and love in our heart. We release with the intention of healing; transforming that stale or blocked energy into a powerful energy used to heal and provide insight for others. This energy always has so many lessons within it.
So I commit to releasing each and every day... or as necessary... why wait... allow. Release the worry. I commit to sitting in trust and a commitment to my own journey, and aligning my journey with the journey of others, all the while recognizing what is my role and responsibility. Worrying only prevents me from hope and truly believing, which halts the envision process, and, prit near puts the brakes on creating; bringing to fruition that which I had learned to most focus on. I commit to breathing in and envisioning what CAN happen, who I can be, who I am, at my core, what my values, goals, wishes and dreams are.
The moon reminds us of the illusions that are all around us. For me. The sun is my energy and the moon reflects my emotions. This was a huge acceptance and understanding.
I have learned and continue to learn to conquer the stress, knowing that I am truly blessed. There is no blame. only awareness and forgiveness. all from a place of love.
Much love, namaste, joy, and blessings for an incredible and sacred New Year! 2021 Lori-Lynn
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