It's going to be different for each of us. the road, that is; both the destination and the journey. And by sharing my journey, is not to say 'do this' or 'you must do that,' rather it's to perhaps to ignite a spark within, or to help you to look within your own set of circumstances; to find your own light & destiny, for this lifetime.
My journey today has taken me to a very different understanding. The dreams have been incredible of late, seemed difficult to interpret at first... somehow I managed to awaken to a clarity this morning. This is going to seem strange, weird, or out-there to some, and I am willing to accept that, but it is time for me to set my soul free to experience what most needs to experience, right here, right now.
And it all came rushing back... yet ever so slowly, and ever so insightful. I recall many years ago when went to my very first Tai Chi class. It was wonderful.. the skill, the movement, the peace. After about my 3rd class, our Tai Chi Master approached me and told me that he wanted to train me as a Tai Chi Master. I really just wanted to take the class as a means of exercise and peace. At another time, I had a Native Shaman friend come to my house for a clearing. As he was leaving, he handed me a sacred Eagle feather. To be given a highly revered Eagle feather is the highest honor that can be awarded. I would have said that it took me by surprise, but it didn't, really. Not in the way that one might think. In recent years I have had so many who are quite learned and spiritual that have sought me out for readings and insight. Although I have just accepted it, I have given it the occasional thought of, 'why me?' or 'who me?'
I have often said along this journey of mine that I am a teacher of teachers, not really understanding how or why. The many who come to me are often brilliant, gifted, and wise. It seems that they saw or recognize something within me that could assist them along their journey. It's now time to just sit and accept this.
I also clearly understand that it's not about being famous, or recognized (in ordinary terms anyhow), for the path that I have chosen, in this lifetime, is that of the ordinary man. To experience life itself, as an ordinary persona, in all of its craziness, chaos, love, and beauty. Interesting, that this is what I MOST long to do; travel; to see and to experience people, cultures, and life. To experience first hand the amalgamation of the the human existence and the Spiritual Journey.
I had a reading from a colleague recently (about 2 weeks ago). It took until this moment to understand the dimensions and reality of the reading. The reading was a 'Karma Contract' Journey, bringing insight to where I have been and to open the pathway to where I am headed. Everything that she spoke felt 'real,' and it was inline with both my 'Life between Lives' hypnotherapy and past life regressions. Without going into great detail, this is the life that I chose, at this time; to be ordinary; to experience every ounce of what life has to offer, and for me, to yet see through different eyes, in order to teach and give guidance better along my Soul's Spiritual path.
The greatest insight? Rather than being 'stuck,' I AM where I am meant to be. But in knowing this, understanding that Spirituality is my core. And it is. Truth. A few years ago, while at a 'Connecting with Spirit' event, I encountered a woman facilitating readings. Although she brought little insight into what I had been experiencing, her main message to me was, 'You are very Spiritual.' I agreed, but she said, 'NO, I mean REALLY Spiritual.' Okay, I thought, so what does that exactly mean. I know that I am Spiritual, always have, it's really no secret. I fully trust in my Spiritual Journey, even when I am kicking and screaming! Ha! I am just now beginning to completely accept the full capacity of my path. It's who I am. It's where I need to be. 
So, what' the happiness word for today? Sharing. Sharing my message, my journey. Sharing the gifts that have been offered, and offering gifts unto another. I know that there are many that are presented before me to assist me along my journey. I see this with much more clarity right now. I also know that there are many place before me to challenge me, to remind me of the ordinariness of life. I know that not everyone is going to be willing to receive what I offer to them, and that's okay. This is not meant as a challenge or road-block, it's meant as a means of knowing. For another to go on and experience what it is that they, themselves most need to experience. How fun.
Most importantly is to move above, to the 4th chakra centre; the heart and sit here in mediation. In doing so, my entire being, my whole life, becomes a sharing of not only my gift, but my love. It is here, in the 4th centre, that I am able to overflow with compassion and an abundance of loVe. I have always known this and I can see now that when I have been challenged in this, it to remind me of the ordinariness that I am.
It remains that I still have some decisions to make, but I will, happily make them from a different space today, a new knowing, a better understanding, awareness, and open mind. Peace and Love to all along your journey. Have the courage to sit inside your heart, to feel it and to experience the love.
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