Connecting with the Divine SPirit is amplified when we just sit in our own breath and move futher and further away from our physical presence. And then, suddenly, as if my magic, there it is. A vision. A quest. An opportunity. A soft, sweet, loving and compassionate guide comes forth.
Letting Go and Healing or Healing and Letting Go. For me the greatest fear is being alone, but it's not as most would think. As a child who saw, felt, and heard spirit from a very young age, being alone frightened me. I understand now so much more as I have learned to just allow and trust in Spirit. But it was a journey that took me to the ends of the mind until I could finally expand my awareness and consciousness.
Meditation and Aloneness were the places that I learned to connect with past loved ones, the Divine Spirit, and with the Universe. Even though it was a natural part of my daily experience, but until I fully allowed for the connection, I was not experiencing the joy, love, and happiness that I deserved. I didn't know how; although I would say that this is mostly because I wanted to be accepted and liked... all children do; but in being misunderstood or set apart creates a bit of a chaos within.
I knew things that I didn't even know that I knew. What I did know is that it often left me feeling alone and sometimes rejected. I actually had a friend when I was about 11 that said to me, "I can't hang around with you right now because you know things that I have never told you and that scares me." As I got older, it became more of a game. A dear friend of mine loved to call me at 3:30 and ask me questions while in the sonomobolistic state. (To be honest, I enjoyed this. I still do. It is my favourite state of 'mind.')
That was my beginning until I came face to face with a new reality. What I learned and came to terms with was that when loved ones pass, they leave a part of themselves in our heartspace and it's this heartspace, connected to my heartspace that allows for a clear and open connection. This is the space where all the wisdom and messages that are felt, seen, and heard are. I take no credit, except for the work that I have put in; it's a gift from the Divine Spirit; from God. It's really no different than any other gifts and talents in which we come into this lifetime with.
Spirit wants to connect. I have learned to create that space that brings forth their energy. That space is love.
Today, Spirit is sending me a message of Forgiveness and Learning. to know that each time I release that which does not matter, it opens us up to new connections, learning, and teachings. Put in and make the effort. That is the initial part of the process.
I am in a space where it is necessary to let go in order to trust; and so I hold space this trust. The first message is to understand that the Universe will make a pathway and will show me where my next right move is, but only if I trust. Like fear and faith, letting go and trust go hand in hand. But it's the letting go completely that is causing me angst. So then, I must learn to clear my space completely, so that my mind is fully algined and connected. Perhaps its this space of emptiness that is necessary for the journey.
The most important and powerful message that Spirit is saying to me, is to STOP! trying to make sense of everything single, solitary, and frivilous thing. Trust that the Universe is setting up blockages, so that I will STOP running into them, fighting with them, and allowing me to release and fully let go.
This is a sense of honouring who I am; honouring my self; both my human and soul's journey. Honouring oneself can have so many interpretations. In this manner I am being asked to be completely open with my gifts. This begins by empowering my mind, and to continue to be cognative of the thoughts and challenges throughout each moment of the day. Take every opportunity to love myself; to respect and honour my talents, visions, and gifts.
So really there is nothing to make sense of. There is no forgetting or pushing against... just be open and TRUST that in letting go, something new and better is being allowed the opportunity to come forth and manifest itself.
"Stop driving with the brakes on!" they say. "And by constantly looking in the rear view mirror, you are absolutley either not going to get anywhere or you are going to crash!"
My opportunity is to move away from the limiting thoughts, the thoughts that stay stuck in my head; the fears, the dissapointments, the self-doubt, self-pity, and move towards a new process of TRUSTING. Asking only for that to transpire which serves my highest, unlimiting sights, and then BE. Move along. Take a moment to allow the Universe to catch up with all of my requests, which is why it is necessary to let go of that which inhibits my growth and movement forward.
What I know most of all is that God is good, that Spirit has each of our backs, and that we have all come into this place and time to learn something very important for our own Spiritual Journey.
Now back to Letting Go and Trust. Much love and happiness throughout your day. <3 Lori-Lynn
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