I am now seeing that there are two sides to us, each of us, that pull against the other. Our 'soul' side, that is true and pure, and knows where it most needs to be, and our 'human, ego' side that is here to experience & learn so that our soul may develop. It's through this awareness that I slowly began to understand the tug. The one side, knows, really knows what it wants; it even knows the answers, but the human/ego, living side, steps in and begins to feel and see the world around him; and it can feel past, present, and wants into the future... and this is where I see now that so many gets 'stuck.'
And it is with this awareness that brings me a deep happiness within today♡ a breath of the new, an Integration of the two, the fusion of the opposites; an allowance of the two to work together; creating a unified whole, 'each turning endlessly one into the other,' accepting both as one. 'Each containing in its deepest core the seed of the opposite.'
'The Eagle and the Swan are both beings of flight & majesty. Yet the Eagle is the embodiment of greatness, power, and aloneness; always confident, while the Swan is the embodiment of space and purity; diving upon and within the elements of emotion, content and compete within her purity, perfection & beauty'
Happiness for me today, is the clarity in which this brings; for this has been one of my greatest struggles. Each day I awaken with hope and expectation; a feeling of aliveness, and then often throughout the day, life happens, and with it a struggle within; creating this inner conflict. I know. But can I be, always. And the answer is, 'Yes,' you can; both as one, united.
So I begin the day looking back at my many experiences to find the balance; but as I do so, I want to see them differently. I want to now seeing each experience as the lesson, acknowledging the gift within each lesson. A sudden and powerful shift in perspective♡ Truly understanding that life delivers what is necessary for my Spiritual Growth... again and again and again... until I am finally able to 'see' what it is that I most need to understand, right down to my bones. This message sent tingles running throughout my being. My eyes are opened. Understanding,
The key in this awareness is to first release the blame, of both self and others; and to acknowledge a powerful accountability & ownership of the lesson. Experiences are put in front of us to learn from; and when the same thing happens over and over again and & the answer eludes our vision, it's time to look through different eyes; to come out of the darkness and enter into the light. The answer may not be that you are choosing the wrong person, or that you manage to end up with one difficult boss after another, or you continually sabotage friendships or relationships, etc. etc.... any area that you may be feeling stuck or blocked.
Suddenly, I see that when I look at each experiences, as one and not many, with the blinders off, and the ego detached; that there it is! An understanding and a gift..
Although I am not responsible, there is an accountability♡ a unity.
I can own and hold this discover this down to my Core♡ to let myself off the hook. I am hardest on myself. I know this. Perhaps this is a major lesson in my lifetime. I do know and accept that all lessons assist us in our Souls Journey. The enemy is not the Ego; but rather an acceptance of the ego & the soul, in the face of circumstances, situations, and experiences. And I know that all that I accomplish settles deep within my being.
Today I seek to unify the separation of God and Self. Today's breakthrough is at a Soul's Level♡ it is grand and it is wonderful♡ God Is and I Am♡
♡Today, I settle into the integration, the balance, the embodiment of both♡ the Eagle & the Swan; symbolic of self-creation and new life; symbolic of the union; the Alcemy♡
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