What's in the Soul

ANGEL NUMBER 660

Part 3 of Today... I asked my Guides for a sign that I am on the right path and to give me guidance.... I was playing 2 games on the computer and noticed that BOTH games were at 660 points... SOOO....

The number 660 is a blend of the attributes of the numbers 6 and 0, with the number 6 appearing twice making its vibrations more influential. Number 6 resonates with the material and monetary aspects of life, home, family and domesticity, responsibility, providing and provision, teaching and nurturing Number 0 adds its powerful energies of magnifying the vibrations of the number 6, and carries the ‘God force’ energy. This makes the number 660 a powerful repeating number.

Angel Number 660 asks you to balance your physical, material and spiritual lives. Focusing on your spirituality and living a conscientious and responsible lifestyle will ensure that your material needs are met as you serve your Divine Purpose. Give any fears or anxieties about your monetary situation to the angels for healing and transmutation, and trust that as you live your spiritual truths all of your needs will be provided for.

The repeating number 660 asks you to maintain faith and trust in the benevolence of the Universe and be open to receiving and accepting blessings on all levels. Trust that your earthly needs will be met and provided for yourself and your loved ones.

The repeating Angel Number 660 suggests that all is well in regards to your home and family life. Enjoy your relationships and companionship with those close and give love freely and unconditionally.

Part 2 of my Journey has to do with "Letting Go" and with this, I received the words of this gift.

Part 1 of Today.... There are many a day that I wake up with just a GREAT feeling. Sometimes it is crazy to rope in.

It was a relaxing start to the day, but when I was finally ready to go at it and get dressed, I went to a box that had been sitting in my closet collecting dust AND I pulled out 2 of my past favorite items of clothing. I put them on, went to the mirror to check me all out and said to myself, "Can I wear this still?" and then it hit me! Of course I can, I can do ANYthing that I want to do and be ANYbody that I want to be! For me, this was so freeing. I am ME.

What's in the Soul stays there and nags at us until we let it out and set it free! I am working on this aspect of me. From here today, I picked my card. My card today is the Ghostlands. "You can learn form the past and imagine a beautiful future, but you must live in the here~and~now."

The Lessons is that whenever you set your sights too far ahead, you run the risk of losing your footing. Rarely do the present and future match up exactly as you dream. The future has no substance right now and you can't live there. You can take measured step towards a goal or dream, as these steps are important.

The same goes for the past. Look into the past with remembrance of the beautiful moments or revisit lessons learned, but you cannot live there. Nor can you change the events of the past. It is gone.

Life is to be lived fully in the present. The 'now' is the most powerful place to be. Its magic reaches in every direction. Further than the heart and soul can see.

Just a lessons sort of day... well, true, they all are!

Life as a Bubble Witch Saga

I was playing the Bubble Witch Saga and had me an Aha Moment. I only play a couple of these games and do so to silence my mind. The problem I found with this game, and I just realized it, is that I don't have any idea how to play it. Of course, I understand the basics, but I really don't know, when I 'win' why I have, in fact, won! But I keep playing, hoping that I will figure out the strategy.

The problem is, that I find this self-defeating, although it is a challenge and I love opportunities to learn. It's complex. That is because I just understood this to mirror my life. Sometimes we go through life not understanding the rules or guidelines of how to win, but we just plow ahead hoping that someday we will reach the finish line and have won!

Is it more important to discover the hows prior to playing the game?  Or to play the game and Discover the lessons along the way. Either way, is the prize the same at the end of the journey?

With this, I had an amazing session with my Life Coach yesterday. She picked a card for me, 'The Compass.' The Compass... As long as you orient your compass to True North~the direction of your higher power, you will never be lost.'

So with this, is the lesson itself, always know where you are headed, trust your guidance and inner power and you will find the way? No matter what. Interesting perspective. Push-Pull go my thoughts.

For me, I am working on Forgiveness. Louis B. Smedes stated,

"Forgiving does not erase the past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory.
Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget, creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future." 




I know that I have done many things wrong. I have been bad. I have sinned. It matters not that others can forgive, for me, it's in forgiving myself. This is my challenge. Forgiving oneself allows for worthiness. To allow good to come into ones life.


Open up to receive, to be loved, onto the acceptance of gifts, of worthiness. The past is not who we are and it does not pave the road to our future. It can set up road blocks that we have to hurdle over, walk around and stumble through. Or we can make the hurdles evaporate in our minds and the road will flow like a stream. We will be able to see the beauty within and around. That is the gift, the prize at the end of each path.

God Vs. the Bible

The other day my mom sent me an email in regards to the Bible and "Gays." The reference is to God's disapproval with Homosexuality. Out of curiosity, I decided to look up the reference. 
"Leviticus 20:13 If a man also shall lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death."

Leviticus.

 "The Book of Leviticus is the third book of the Hebrew Bible, and the third of five books of the Torah. The English name is from the Latin Leviticus, taken in turn from Greek and a reference to the Levites, the tribe from whom the priests were drawn."

I was brought up on the Bible. I attended a Catholic School in my early years. To be honest, many of these passages have confused me, but I just let it be. Until today, when I really began looking at it with an openness. Leviticus is not the 'word of the Lord' nor the word of God. It is solely the word of Leviticus and his interpretation or perspective of circumstance. Just my take on what he is saying, it may have more to do with adultery than with homosexuality. That is only one interpretation, my perspective. Perspective is based on something very personal. Personal understandings, beliefs and teachings. 

I also find it very interesting that so many hold this quote and reference with such hatred. Yet, when it comes to adultery (or many other Bible references or claims), the same regard is not upheld. There are hundreds of examples of this. I recall a US Senator came forward about his extra-marital affairs, but with a man. The country was up in arms about the fact that he was gay. This so confused me. The fact that he committed adultery, to me, was the issue.  

In my bathroom, for many years, I have had a poster on the wall,  'Life's Little Instructions' by H. Jackson Brown Jr. To me, it is a gentle guidance, a remembrance to be nice, to be kind and loving to one another. This always seemed to reflect how God wanted us to commit to life. It is non-judgmental, thoughtful and kind. Years ago, I wanted to do research on the man the wrote this. He has long since passed away. His son has carried on in his fathers footsteps. Or so it would seem. He wrote a book based on his interpretation of his fathers words. I was saddened that, for me, it was not written in the same 'light' of what his father wrote.  This, I believe is a mirror image to many interpretations of the Bible.  To what Leviticus wrote. 

My belief has always been that God sent to us 'The Ten Commandments' to follow, as a guideline for life. These, I believe, were his intentions. Simple rules to lead us by. The rules are clear. In this day and age of limitless boundaries. 

The rules are not "Thou shall not, unless......" 

I just think that we need to rope in our awareness of the truth. Define what that really means, not someone's interpretation of the truth. The truth is not Ego based, it just is. My God does not instill fear. He instills love. 

I do believe that this will lead us to a more mindful existence. So often it seems that we complicate matters so to confuse. 

A 10 Day Challenge would be a Grand Challenge to take on. Each day take one of the commandments and live truthfully within the boundaries of it. Become aware of your thoughts, actions and deeds in everything that you do. 

Life is always interesting. My mind is always thinking. So today these are my thoughts.

Blessed Be. 

What a Day this Has Been.... Coming to Life!

I'm Coming to Life! ...Something Beautiful is being born in your life! Looking back, as I did for most of the day and evening yesterday, are you able to see how you have grown and evolved over time? You may have shed skins or identities, often to suit those around you. You may have created new identities as you matured in your ideas about yourself and the world around you. Everything takes time.

This card indicates that a long-held dream is beginning to show signs of Life! There is no need to coax it along or shape it according to your desires. Spirit already knows your desires and dreams. Spirit also knows the best form for the manifestation of this dream. Your life CAN become better than you could possibly imagine.

Now is the time for Reverence and Awe. Allow the contours of your path to be carved by the hands of the Divine. It's time to show up, your destiny awaits!

The Pretty Lady of the Mirror

Reflection. Non-Judgement. Ally/Challenger. The Lady of the Mirror is both Ally and Challenger asking you to see yourself in the mirror made by the events in your life. She represents the powerful force of the Law of Attraction and reminds you that what you are is what you attract.

The Lady is not saying that you need to Blame yourself for inviting transgressions, that is a distorted interpretation of this law. Certain events are fated to test our faith.

Find yourself within the web woven  through your life, relationships, opportunities, desires, failures and successes. Observe how you have responded to life's challenges, great or small alike and be aware of what is familiar in the present.

Release all judgement and accept things exactly as they are with love.

The pretty lady of the Mirror asks that you honor every part of your story as essential to your highest unfolding. You are exactly where you need to be on your path.

Do you love what you see in the mirror?

You will find your answer in a thorough and honest self-appraisal.

Discover what you need to discover. See what you need to see. Claim your power. Be worthy. Interpretation is everything. See yourself as a bi-stander in the picture. As the observer. That is the only way that you will see the true reflection in the mirror. With non-judgment and love. Be gentle. Be kind.



Solitude Vs Loneliness - The Hermit
What is the difference between solitude and loneliness?

For me, the difference is solitude is something you WANT and feel comfortable with, a peaceful, relaxing and inspirational space, and loneliness is an UNWANTED experience of being on your own.

I believe one of the greatest fears we have is the fear of loneliness.This fear traps many of us into unfulfilled or destructive relationships, or leads us into pursuing the wrong person just to AVOID being on our own.It is possible to feel more isolated and lonely in an unhappy relationship than when you are actually on your own.

Solitude represented a time out for inner reflection. In fact, Why do you feel lonely? What can you do to help turn unwanted loneliness into welcome solitude?

Do you believe you can transform your loneliness into solitude? Focus on contemplating positive opportunities and outcomes. Spend your time reflecting on past joys and accomplishments. Consider what you can do with your life to create more satisfaction and fulfillment.

Solitude is about taking your time to chill out without making any hasty or impetuous decisions, THINK about the issues in your life carefully and from a more open-minded perspective and with a more positive attitude'.  Be patient. Remember to not let the fear of loneliness hold you back from making an important decision. Don't rush any decisions, take time out to think about and contemplate your options carefully, and if 
you feel lonely consider how you can change the way you view your 'loneliness' to create a sense of solitude instead.
 

The Horse King... & Ducks

So today, I have chosen as my Ally, The Horse King. He comes to lend the power to go the distance. Forge  ahead lass, no matter the weather! The Horse King, he is a king afterall, will help you to reach your perfect destination. Bravo Me! He lets you know that some person or circumstance will be brought to you through synchronicity and will help you with your endeavors.  You aren't meant to go this part of the journey alone. Well, well, it certainly feels like it. He says that you are currently a MAGNET to powerful people who are in a position to help make your dreams come true! Remain open to those who are sent in aid. You can be assured that you will be lifted up and will ride high in victory! Again, Yay Me!

Still waiting and it's almost 3:00 in the afternoon. This crazy ride needs a bit of assistance and I will happily take note.

In comes the Beautiful Mermaid River Queen to lend me fair warning. Although turbulent waters and rapids are in front of you (a boat without paddles pretty much), you have only the water to take you. Let go and allow the flow of events to just go. The River Queen has not intention of letting you go under, although it may seem like it. She will help you splash down again in the gentle waters of the river below with renewed purpose to the sea. Be fearless and go with the currents... enjoy the adventure. Ok, that sound fun and all, but really, well, maybe that does sound like a bit of an adventure.

The Moonlight will lead you towards your intuition. Too much analyzing will get you NO WHERE. Perhaps this is where you are. Stop over-thinking things. You may be exhausted from 2nd guessing which will cause you to lose footing. Step back and re-group. Enter into a more trusting relationship with self and with the flow of life. Don't worry... Be happy. Don't be concerned about perceived mistakes. The tango takes practice, as does the 2-step and Vienna Waltz. And mistakes aren't negative, they are lessons and often a necessary part of the process. Acceptance of lessons and of self.

There is Nothing to Fear for but Fear Itself. So, I say... Go Play, Have fun, Stay Open and TRUST.

This does seem like a pretty tall order when the ducks seem to be swimming in every direction! But they are sure having a good time! They don't seem to mind that they aren't in a row! So as I watch the ducks in my  thoughts, I will Let them be, allow their movement to respond to the the natural flow of the waters. The flow will take care of them. Honest. and Trust.  

Phase ii. Heart Dynamix

HEART DYNAMIX

I have now entered into a whole new challenge along my path. My Coach asked if I would participate in the Heart Dynamix program. This is a program that is taught by the most wonderful, Colette Baron-Reid (Master Intuitive Coaching). As I see it, Colette teaches each of us, in all honesty, Self Love and Self-Empowerment. It's pretty amazing. To be the Best that we can be. To choose. The first part of the course traces back the details of our Lives' Loves Lessons. It shows us where our perceptions have brought us to and then works towards opening our Pathways of acceptance and then we can allow the love in. 

Last Friday, on a whim. I called in the the Colette show on Sky-Radio. What are the chances that I actually made a connection? Well, it was pretty amazing and insightful. I was grateful for the opportunity to talk with Colette to help shed some light on my fear. Although I have done monstrous amounts of growing over the past 6 months, I still have a much to learn, to share, and to teach. Colette acknowledged that I was, indeed, on the right path for me and that, as I, in fact, running on fear.

I am well aware that I need to "Let it Go" so to speak. To ask and then just let it be. Let it Be. Everything, she said, comes in its own time, when the Universe is ready. Alas, is the Universe EVER going to be ready for me? I honestly hope so. I am counting on it. But in the meantime, I am tired. I just want to get going on it!

"Letting Go is Always Easier than Holding on...It's How the New Stuff will Find you... Plus No Messy Rope Burns" (The Universe)

She said that it will come, that this is what I am Supposed to do, meant to Be. Letting Go is probably the toughest thing.  I suppose one of my biggest lessons is TRUST.  Like kisses to the wind, send off to the Universe your Intention and then Let it Go.

The Most Important Lesson to be learned is to Love Yourself. Really Truly Love Yourself. Know that above all else, You Deserve. We are each Worthy of Love. Once we can do this, it's easy to Let it Go. That, perhaps is my lesson for today. And with this I have shared an opportunity for growth. Kisses to the wind, Trust in the Universe.

Be Kind, Be Gentle With Yourself, Be Generous, Be Fair, Love Yourself, Love Those Around You, Share in Every Way.

My Gift to Me Today and For All Of My Todays: Enter into a New World of Non-Judgement of Self. Allow Yourself to Just Be. Just Be Me.

Friends? and Ego

Along my spiritual journey there are 2 main issues that are weighing me down today. The 2nd one is Friendship. I had a situation come up over the past weekend that I am rather sad about.

There was a party. One that I had originally been invited to, and then my perception changed that perhaps I was not. In my course, I am guided to ask, "Where Am I?" Through this challenge, I understand better. It matters not whether or not it was "nice" or not. What matters is how the situation made me feel and move forward through it. And with this, I consulted with my Cards for Direction.

Where Am I Now... One-Ring Circus, You are Capable and Competent.

The Challenge.... The River Queen, Letting Go

The Lesson, Moving Forward... Moonlight, Your Intuition Allows You to See Beyond the Mundane and Logical, Follow It.

Upon pondering the situation, it takes me back to my childhood and I do have a better understanding. But I also know that there is no Credence in the past, as we have no control over it anymore. We can only make choices in the Now, in the Moment.

SO, with this, the first Card, The One-Ring Circus seems fitting. More importantly, what is happening in my life is an Independence. Independence is Key for me in my journey at this time. Others may not have the vision or resources that I need. I must recognize that the wisdom that I have acquired along the way has served my journey. It is important to see that I am competent and that self-reliance is important. I am capable of moving forward with assurance. When you know WHO you are, you are able to enter into the best kind of relationships and partnerships and attract people who mirror back your wholeness. Inter-dependent relationships are always mutually supportive, stimulating and trans-formative. What most comes to mind is "You are the Ring Master in Your Own Destiny."

The Challenge, so fitting at this time and I have a complete awareness of this, is the River Queen, Flow, Letting Go, Natural Movement.  The very first thing that jumps out at me is to not force anything, there is a flow, allow it to just be. That's pretty tough when we have learned through fear to chase what we cannot grab hold of, EVEN if it is not something that we want! The River Queen flows as an Ally to remind you about the concept of allowing and the Law of Non-attachment, there truly is a natural continuous and endless cycle of fluidity. Let Go of rigidity, boundaries and perfectionism and you will travel far. As long as you let go and let flow, even maneuvering around the greatest blockages, such as water around big boulders. No obstacle can hold you back if you are willing to surrender the the natural flow of events. Be easy on yourself and on others. Watch how smoothly you move forward, you  may be surprised where the river takes you!

Flow Forward... MoonLight. Peace will Be found within. Your Intuition allows you to see beyond the mundane, logical and analytical. Follow it. Moonlight Beckons. Come, Trust your intuition and it will lead you into places that may not seem logical. Your hunches will be right on target. You alternative perception is especially sharp. You can see beyond the surface of things and have the ability to truly read between the lines. This is a gift. You will learn to trust this rather than fear it. Spirit is sending you messages. Success is yours if you follow the signs.

You are meant to be alone right now as you have lessons to learn. Those that you need to be with, will be presented and relationships will blossom. Good, true, honest relationships. Trust.

Now Breathe and Go Have Fun! Blessings, Love and Light!

Patience IS a Virtue

Faith Cannot Exist When Fear is in the House....

I learned a great lesson about Patience while playing a game of Scrabble with a good friend. She is amazingly excellent at the game. She also, it seems, shows an incredible amount of patience when it comes to waiting for the right letters (usually big ticket letters!).

This morning the Challenge card that I picked was the "Patience Card," so with that I had been reflecting on Patience. SOme would say that I show a lot of patience. The truth is I STRIVE to show patience. I am better at hiding my internal fear. In the same regard, while watching the Long Island Medium on Sunday, Theresa Caputo said something that I have been trying in wrap my head around. So this has been a week long journey, and today I may have just understood it. Theresa said something like, 'You cannot have faith when you have fear.' I have been struggling with to understand this lesson all week.

AND then, whilst playing this game of scrabble, I had a 'Yay Me!' moment. For the past 3 or 4 turns I have had a great word to play. I could have played it all three times, but there were not an double letters or triple words in the positions that I could play it. I kept waiting. In the meantime, she patiently swapped tiles and skipped a turn until what she was waiting for (a payday) arrived. On the 4/5th time around, I finally gave into the fear and played my word, thinking that the opportunity for this word was going to pass me up. After playing at the regular point word, she made her big move. Then it hit me square in the face, had I waited patiently, instead of trying to force a word, I would have been afforded a big pay-out.

Now I know that this is just a game, but it has mirrored what is transpiring in my life. For this, I am grateful. I have an understanding of Theresa's message.



I have shared a few times my anxiety. Anxiety, for me, if often created through control, as it often is. There is only so much that one can control. Line the ducks up. Ask the Divine for thy will. Have patience that at the exact right moment in time, the best possible result will transpire!

A Life Lesson, I thought that I would share! Have a wonderful day. Thine will be done through me, not to me.

Walking My Talk

A friend posted this on their Facebook page and although I don't usually re-post, but it really did interpret how I am working towards living my life, taking each step forward in my life.

It's a long journey back to a place of peace, but I have to admit, that it is a worthwhile venture. This is not a challenge to me, or a mission, it's a choice. I need to find my own inner peace, my place of sanctuary, my sense of balance, that place that is the right of each and every person.

My daily goal will be as written, but not limited to one person. I have had on my wall in my bathroom 'Life's Daily Instructions,' and I can honestly say that each day, I pick one line and try and accomplish that for the day, with an open heart and not asking for anything in return. I have been doing this for about 20 years.

There is so much good in the world, many kind and generous beings, I believe that it's my turn to appreciate, to be content, at peace, to let go of Ego, and to let go of the Attachment.

I plan to surround myself with those who inspire me, those that motivate me, those that rejoice in life itself and I for them. It's a shared experience.  Life is a shared experience.

There are songs and poems that read, "live like you are dying.' The truth is that we are all dying, so really, that's the only way to believe. The truth is though, that for many, the opposite of this choice becomes a way of life. Most of us live as if we are invincible, like we will live forever. Nobody knows how long they will live or how active or healthy they will be. With this state of mind, it gives us an opportunity to open ourselves up to really and truly living life.

Over the summer, a friend had a massive heart attack. She is 42 years old and was thought to have been in excellent health. Due to the circumstances of her attack, she may lose part of or all of her foot. There will most likely be other effects due to her condition. That is, if she receives the heart transplant that she requires.

This is not as uncommon as one may choose to believe, whether it be a heart attack, a stroke, cancer, diabetes, a car accident or any other unthinkable circumstance that may arise, but it is not.

We can choose to take the opportunity to live life. To enjoy life. To do what we can to enjoy life each and every day, because each day is truly a gift. Live in the present, enjoy the moment, live in the now.

I, with all honesty, do not feel that we need to 'live like we are dying,' perhaps because I don't really know what that means. I, instead, am going to make an active effort to live in the moment, live each day because it's the best day, we only ever have today. Spread your wings, for goodness sake, fly, swim, whatever it is that makes your heart sing, do it!

AND if I ever lose my way, for but a moment, an hour, a day or more... I will pick myself back up, brush myself off and continue on my way. For it is not to begin again... Life is a continuous journey and from what I have experienced, there is no path that is void of bumps, turns or round-a-bouts, each is only set along the way to teach or perhaps experience from a different perspective, but always to help us to grow. With growth we move forward.

Be kind to one another. Spread the word. What a wonderful world it would be.